Kathal thana na na.kathal thana na na na na..

The humming from kathal is the most beautiful piece of music I have possibly ever heard. Man! Stunning. Kekka kekka..it just transcends you to another world. If there is anything that gets someone closer to God, it is this(I meant love). And none else. None else.

I dont know much about love. If it is the kinda stuff they show in cinemas or in albums. I believe in love that transcends the surface, the body and moves onto the mind. Not like someone is playing with a pen thinking of the guy someone loves..smiling at stupid things, not eating..!!

Can there be even any overtly stupid expressions as these?? Whatever.

The brand of love I am possessed with is not any that you would have experienced. I love fiercely every one I meet, get close with and move along. My love is of the hot nature that sears anyone who comes near but is not limited to one. Not even limited to sex, caste, creed, nothing.

It is just love beyond anything. I don't care if it is a guy, girl, animal.. nothing escapes once it endears itself to me. I also don't believe in this fixating kind of love for a single person. How can you in God's infinite variety hope to love only a mere billionth of a tithe smaller than His creation?

Prakash's link in the last comment was an essay after my own heart. It is something I relished reading. I don't know. These days maybe you can say I have become a gnani of sorts. I understand that proposals or rejections do not mean a thing. They are mere words. There are thousands and thousands of suitable boyz and gurlz out there. Do they all get married? Love transcends all these barriers. Pure and constant love for humanity. Humans. though a selected few they may be.

Being 24 and single, I think a lot of times about getting married to Mr.Right. Who is Mr.Right? What are his characters? Who is the judge? Often my mother tells me that my husband should be pristine and must not have loved somebody before or things like that.

She does so in her best of her intentions. But think of this. A 27-29 year old guy who has never never never loved a girl? Is it really possible. Think of the other way too. Is it possible that a girl of 21-24 has never a star in her eyes due to a special someone?

I dont think it is normal if it is so. "I have never met a person I would liked to have known better" must probably be the most untruthful statement ever. Just because you did not have the courage to go that extra mile. Maybe you were afraid of your parents, maybe you had some doubts, maybe you liked somebody else just a bit further...Whatever the excuses are..Excuses are never reasons.

But you are not guilty anyway. Or I feel you. The God who made Man and Wife as the much represented symbol of love in the world, in His infinite wisdom gave the Heart a thousand times..why even a billion times more to love. And love equally. He gave us also silence.

Silence and the heart..

When you are silent,
sitting by the sycamore tree,
Only the sound of your heartbeats
Thrashing across your chests
Hoping to set you free.

From the rigidity of love
and the false notions of faithfulness..

Speak and speak silently.
For God hears your unsaid love.

A tear from the eye..A sigh from the heart..
They go a longer way than the words from the mouth.


Hail Love. Hail life. Hail the Holy Father in Heaven.

May the Lord be Praised
Amen